even if i was thinking of holding back on releasing this one off single, i've just learned of circumstances that are somehow in my realm of capacity, but at the same time also way beyond me. it's confusing af, but most of all, it's sad as shit. really fucking sad.
i've seen the signs. hell, i've made those signs myself the past few weeks - hammered them in myself at the fork on the road for the on-coming train for people like us, my friend and i and a whole host of other nameless ghosts, so we'd know it's coming. but then, we won't really jump off the track to avoid the barrelling thing towards us, because as much as we want to, we can't.
not right this moment, anyway. soon, maybe. but not right now.
so this track is for you, my friend. you were there when no one else was. remember mao's den? my first show as skinxbones? you were playing live visuals beside me at 3 in the morning, for no one but ourselves. i would forever hold that memory dear to me. no one else was there but you, and i'm pissed that i wasn't there for you last night. i'll see you soonest, man.